.....Fuck it.

Simply fuck it, fuck it all.

I'm sick to the back teeth of things not going to plan. I'm bored of being overly enthusiastic about things that never come about. I don't know if i'm writing this becuase i am still angry, or if i'm doing it so that one day i might read it and think 'god i'm a drama queen'. Either way i'm still having my little rant. Nothing seems to be going to plan and if i do show interest it mes no difference because the little voice in my head will simply sabotage it all.

Its all going wrong....and the only person i can blame is me.

like i said....fuck it.